“My
characters surprise me constantly. My characters are like my
friends—I can give them advice, but they don't have to take it. If
your characters are real, then they surprise you, just like real
people.”
- Laurell K. Hamilton
When
Astrid first walked into my life, I pictured someone tough, a little
alternative, and with a big, good heart. Early on I imagined part of
the story line would include her having or getting a tattoo across
her chest. I want a tattoo across my own chest, but since I can't
foresee a time when I will have the nerve or gumption to do it, I
thought I could live vicariously through Astrid. I wrote a scene
that includes the tattoo, and I love it so much.
Now
Astrid is fully formed. And she's tamer than I first imagined.
She's got a good head on her shoulders. She's thoughtful, composed,
and measured. And she's telling me that the tattoo isn't her thing.
I can't as clearly see when getting a tattoo would fit into Astrid's
backstory. I've been so disappointed since she hinted to me that the
tattoo was a no-go.
I
can really relate to Laurell K. Hamilton's quote. Astrid IS real to
me, and she's surprised me with this no-tattoo stance. What's
surprised me most is the fact that I'm having to persuade a character
of my own creation to do something I want her to do. I can suggest
that getting the tattoo is a good idea until the cows come home, but
if she doesn't want the tattoo, I can't force her. It just won't
work in the story.
I
want Astrid to have the tattoo—badly. But only if it works. If it makes sense.
If Astrid can be convinced that it's the right thing to do for the
integrity of the story. She and I have been going back and forth.
For awhile I was convinced that the tattoo was a dead issue, but I
couldn't let it go, so I kept pondering how I could naturally fit it
into her story. I think I may have come up with a way to convince
Astrid, but it will require convincing her grandmother, Phoebe first.
I
was not prepared for negotiating with imaginary characters when I
started writing this book, but it's just part of the territory, and
I'm used to it now. It adds to the mystery and mystique that is
novel writing.
Interesting development. I have not negotiated with a character yet. I guess I haven't written enough fiction. ;)
ReplyDeleteI've been reading all month. In fact, yours is the only 31 day series I've kept up with! Thanks so much for sharing your process!
ReplyDeleteI love the development of this character. I recently read Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott, and while fiction isn't usually my forte, I loved reading about her process.
ReplyDeleteLove hearing about your process!!!!!
ReplyDeleteVery cool insight to writing fiction :D Interesting!!! Thanks for sharing!
ReplyDeleteI'm anxious to see if Astrid goes through with the ink - I have feeling she won't!
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