One
of my favorite writer-mentors, Elizabeth Gilbert, author of Eat,
Pray, Love and
Big Magic to
name a few, talks a
lot about remaining a student of life. She reminds readers that
oftentimes the things that are challenging to us are the first time
we’ve encountered them, regardless of our age. So if it’s our
first experience with something, why would we assume we’d know what
to do or how to proceed? She says that in the student mode, we can be
gentler with ourselves and lead with curiosity.
As
the summer progressed, I grew more comfortable with the idea that I
was a novice at this gardening thing. I was comforted by the
thought that people who are really good at gardening, like my
grandparents, at one time did not know everything about lawn care,
vegetables, and flowers that they did, by the time they seemed like
experts to me.
Gardening
by trial and error provided me with an opportunity to flex
the muscle of being okay with making mistakes. To not seek perfection, and to rely on my creativity and common sense. In this
way, this experiment was liberating. It gave me practice in
this approach, which I hope helps me operate this way in other areas of
my life.
In
the past, perfectionism kept me from trying new things because...what if I messed up? Gardening is the adult playground where my
actions answer, "so what if you do? If you're having fun, who cares?"
As a reformed perfectionist myself, I love that you enjoyed the experiences of gardening. I may need to come back and re-read this when it's time to plant a garden next spring. Thanks for sharing.
ReplyDeleteKaren, keep reading! It gets even better. I will cheer you on if/when you decide to dig in the dirt. You won't regret it!
DeleteAlways a learner...yes! I love Elizabeth Gilberts books. Have you read Big Magic? I loved it!
ReplyDeleteI've read Big Magic twice. Once on audio and once in book form. It has helped me think of my craft in broader terms. She's so great!
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